a random brief.

bullets.
--i attended a wedding this weekend of two people i have faith will actually last. this was my fourth and it was interesting to see how each one is so different yet elements are so similar at the same time.. despite hearing all the gripes about what a headache planning one is, and i'm sure it's true, don't get me wrong, i still can't help fantasizing planning my own.. what would i do..?.. ..am i turning into little girl or what?.
--i think i'm still tired from friday then the weekend all the way til now..
--britney won three awards at the mtv mva's?.. go brit brit.. i'm in full support of her and her impending comeback.. sorry folks, that's just the way it is..
--i still have yet to catch up on the elections.. amongst everything else, righ?
--i watched gossip girl tonight. this kid from work was talking about it all day today. he was so excited.. doing a countdown by the hour of when it would show.. i admit i too was pretty obsessed with it last season. but think i've gotten over it.. for whatever reason.. this season, thus far, which includes two episodes has been pretty race-y.. more sexed up, including older folks having affair with supposed high school teenagers.. now, in the old 90210, the actors played high school students but were definitely in their 20s.. for some reason, it worked for them.. i don't know, maybe it's because it's supposed to be the fantastical world of the wealthy, but this cocktail sipping characters for some reason are just not convincing me.. though, they are inarguably pretty to watch..
--i like photography.. or taking pics.. whatever u want to call it.. i just like it.
--dilemma of the hour: ok.. so i've tutored this girl since last year. then did some concentrated sessions with her older sister the end of this past school year for her finals.. i have pretty good repore [sp?] i think with the fam.. now the older sister wants tutoring on a regular basis alongside her sis.. now here's the dilemma.. my rate is decently/relatively low and i kinda want a raise.. nothing huge, but one nonetheless. given the current state of the economy and the fact that i like the girls and still want the gig.. do i ask?. if yes, how do i ask?.. i've asked one person already and he told me i should ask but lie. that is, say that i have other people to tutor and i have to consider who is more worth my time.. or something on the lines thereof.. like, give a reason why they should give me more money.. i hate lying though.. it just makes life more difficult. in my opinion.. if you have any opinion on the matter, then hesitate not to share..
--i bought a lot of fruit today.. this year fruit has really sucked.. gripe.
--i have two movies now on the theater list.. i still haven't seen dark knight. and someone told me today that i should go see vicky something.. sounded good from what she was telling me..
--i should prolly go to sleep now cause i'm tired though i don't feel like ending the day just yet.. once again, the kid within me emerging..